My brain is doing overtime at the moment and I have to admit to loving it! I had planned to just do some housework this morning before heading to work but decided as I am in the writing mood that is what I should do. Really this is a triumph; This is the place I wanted to be but never quite got to in the past. I am much happier getting my ideas down on paper than I am having a tidy house!
I was considering what other people would think of me if they could really see into my head and all the ideas that pop up. I mean as with most stories they are entirely fictitious but often planted in some kind of reality. In my mind any plot lines are like watching a movie reel. My photographic memory is one of my strong points and I can imagine scenarios in great detail. I find it a complete indulgence to steep myself in these thoughts and ideas often come thick and fast when I do. The problem is switching back to reality. I have to then remind myself that in my day-to-day life those around me might not understand if I try to explain my latest plot idea. Particularly if that may be the person who unknowingly helped plant the seed which later sprouted the idea!
I do wonder if people could see my thoughts if they would think of me differently. I hope they would in a positive way but until any task is nearing completion I like to keep it to myself. So for now I'll never know.